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Is it really the 29th?
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4:04 AM
Wow, time really flies fast with my world these days.
Here I am almost wide awake, but not, typing a blog about how fast time has gone by!
I had Aaron try the gripe water to see if it would help with his gas, and it really seems to be doing its job right now. This is the first time he has not cried a lot at night because of gas. He seems to be pretty peaceful in his sleep at the moment. I keep waking up paranoid that he is going to cry at anytime, but yet he is peacefully in dream land...what do babies dream of anyway?
Life was feeling very overwhelming there for a little while after Aaron was born. I can't believe how fast I have learned my little boys ways of expressing himself to me regarding what he needs or wants. I guess it is all instinct. Than again, he makes it VERY obvious what he likes and dislikes. He is such a sweetie pie too. I cooed him to sleep by kissing his forehead every second earlier, it was so funny how it helped him calm down.
I am about to play WoW again with my free time, whatever you call free time. Free time is me having a moment of something to do other than take care of Aaron, like do the laundry, or maybe wash the bottles, etc. haha. I never really have any, "free time". I guess that is where priorities come into view. But dang! Sometimes you just need a break, even from the cutest boy you have ever seen! Thank goodness for my mother, who I cherish very much dispite our constant bickering over stupid things. (Probably because we are both sleep deprived, although I am up probably twice as long as anyone, which I am fine with btw. :-D )
I met a really sweet guy though, the other day. Seems very genuine and understanding. We chat on msn a lot and even though I am gone half the time he is always there when I get back, not upset that I had been gone for a long time. Actually understanding that my priorities are with my son first. It is refreshing to know there are guys out there who will consider those things before their own needs, it is nice. :-D And to me, it shows a lot of maturity and self confidence that he isn't paranoid I could be lying about leaving and everything. Some guys freak out if you are gone for any amount of time and get paraonoid you are just telling them that to get away. LOL. If that was the case I would just straight up tell them I am not interested in talking to them. But yah, it is really awesome to know he believes me and knows that I mean no disrespect when I leave and don't return for up to a half an hour because I have more important things to tend too first. So I say, THANK YOU!! :-)
Well,
I better try to sleep some more.
Nightnight world!
Here I am almost wide awake, but not, typing a blog about how fast time has gone by!
I had Aaron try the gripe water to see if it would help with his gas, and it really seems to be doing its job right now. This is the first time he has not cried a lot at night because of gas. He seems to be pretty peaceful in his sleep at the moment. I keep waking up paranoid that he is going to cry at anytime, but yet he is peacefully in dream land...what do babies dream of anyway?
Life was feeling very overwhelming there for a little while after Aaron was born. I can't believe how fast I have learned my little boys ways of expressing himself to me regarding what he needs or wants. I guess it is all instinct. Than again, he makes it VERY obvious what he likes and dislikes. He is such a sweetie pie too. I cooed him to sleep by kissing his forehead every second earlier, it was so funny how it helped him calm down.
I am about to play WoW again with my free time, whatever you call free time. Free time is me having a moment of something to do other than take care of Aaron, like do the laundry, or maybe wash the bottles, etc. haha. I never really have any, "free time". I guess that is where priorities come into view. But dang! Sometimes you just need a break, even from the cutest boy you have ever seen! Thank goodness for my mother, who I cherish very much dispite our constant bickering over stupid things. (Probably because we are both sleep deprived, although I am up probably twice as long as anyone, which I am fine with btw. :-D )
I met a really sweet guy though, the other day. Seems very genuine and understanding. We chat on msn a lot and even though I am gone half the time he is always there when I get back, not upset that I had been gone for a long time. Actually understanding that my priorities are with my son first. It is refreshing to know there are guys out there who will consider those things before their own needs, it is nice. :-D And to me, it shows a lot of maturity and self confidence that he isn't paranoid I could be lying about leaving and everything. Some guys freak out if you are gone for any amount of time and get paraonoid you are just telling them that to get away. LOL. If that was the case I would just straight up tell them I am not interested in talking to them. But yah, it is really awesome to know he believes me and knows that I mean no disrespect when I leave and don't return for up to a half an hour because I have more important things to tend too first. So I say, THANK YOU!! :-)
Well,
I better try to sleep some more.
Nightnight world!
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